
OH-MY-F-GOD! MY NEW BOYF :D
His freaking damn hot manxzxz ^^
I was supposed to be in school today. But I woke up and realize, everything was back to then.
My legs, as ever, limping. I could not find my medicine ):
I could not bend my arms to do stuffs.
And this, resulted to being home again, for the fourth day alr! Fcuk, I'm getting bored.
And because of this, I can't go to the freaking drama tmr because I never hand in my form?
What a reasonable teacher I have -.- wow.
I'm freaking pissed because the bloody fever is on and off :[
Then, my appetite have been like VERYVERY ROTTEN recently.
I can happily be stuck with a food for around 1hour + -.- HA-HA-HA-HA
Very well. I couldn't sleep well last night.
I tossed and turned, like a pig going to play in the mud or something.
I wanted so much to phone someone, just one. But I could not find any.
I don't know why, maybe this is how much they actually mean to me. I can't turn to anyone.
It's late...
I took out my DS, my handphone and everything that has battery life.
I spend all out, and this morning, everything was left, batt-less.
I remembered asking a stupid question, and the reply jolly well was, Yes. YEs. YES! -.-
Then, when everything got out of batt, many wild thoughts came thru.
I was wondering, pondering and thinking on the same bloody question.
What would happen if one day...
Then, I got this very bad dream;
I dream... That I'm way else where. I couldn't find anyone whom I know.
Then, this grand-dad came to me and told me that he's actually my grand-dad.
I didn't believe at first, but after stories, I started too. Then, I don't know why, he brought me to this ulu place.
It was a place where we can see the earth's world, the place when I was gna lose my last breath.
Then, my granddad told me, go... It's your last chance.
I looked at him and started tearing. I told him, it's no use alr... I can't be there anymore...
AND THEN I REALIZE THAT I WOKE UP TEARING. WTF -.- -.- -.-
and finally I can get back to sleep, but my alarm went and then, everything repeated.
Then came Chufei's fatty msg and later, back to sleep.
I don't know what's gna happen... But I'll just wait.
Everything, thru faith. I
believe someday.