The com was on, but none messages were...
My phone rang, I thought it would be... and how nice if it was. But everything was ruined.
It was instead... For that moment, I thought back: why, whenever at my lowest moment, the person ain't you. Instead, it's someone whom I guess, treated me well but I ignored.
I thought, why can't that person be...
I stood there by night, hopping my phone would ring because of the M_______ sent by you, or even, a P________ by you, but none.
How I wish, that July's Tsunami would come now, and just kill all the people who are suffering around. I wish, just wish. Wishful thinking.
I wish I could be dead now, and be like the little ghost in the show D.I.E (if you guys watch)
Then, I would know every slightest details of you,
Shield you whenever in Danger, so on and fourth.

I wanted so much to just pick up the phone and call you. But I can't.
Sometimes I just wonder, why must I be born as a girl? Though centuries have grown, and time has changed. But it's just that.
I don't understand why too. Girls will forever be girls, and guys will forever be guys.


Went for my lesson today.
Great time. A was super funny because he is like tongue twisting thru.
Went to find Michelle after lesson and headed over to Penni.
I'M STILL WAITING FOR THE BLOODY MESSAGE EH! -.- -.- -.- HAHAHA.
Bought my Jeans :D (Like after !@&%@*(3 times of saying i wna get it, Finally!)
train-ed back home after that.
Didn't went to find Natalie and co.
Home-d straight and sleep!

I needa sleep now :[